Exhausted…

24Oct09

Beyond words.

I’m just so tired, 3 straight weeks of taking exams.

Crazy. It’s like you just keep on taking exams without a pause for air, you just keep on going and going and going without any clue as to what your class standing is.

Last night, make that this early morning, I even made a makeshift bed out of the beanbags we have here so as NOT to fall asleep. It didn’t work.

Our body can only take so much, and it says a LOT about us. Well, we’re HUMAN. We’re limited despite pursuing great things, that’s why grace is SO integral in everything.

I’m dozing off as I type this. I’m in faith for my grades. I did my best. God said He will never allow His faithfulness to fail. I also read somewhere that miracles are birthed upon the fields of impossibility. So miracles, come! The harder things tear us apart, the stronger we should cling to God.

If there’s one thing I learned (and still learning), is that when God says NO, it’s not the end of things. These shakings come to expose where our faith really is anchored on, and I’ve discovered that part of my faith rests on how God does things rather than on His character.

How about you?